Even in my heart, I see
Deep within my soul, I feel
Nothing's like it used to be
Sometimes I wish I could, turn back time
Impossible as it may seem
I should've known from the start
Before you got in my heart (From my heart)
♥♥♥
28 February 2007
Special
haha 1st my wk again.. everyday same rountine.. jus diff follow diff person n observe n learn hw to social sia.. but today good.. coz my another colleague bring mi to the board of meeting room... so nice.. hav a gd view frm 33 level.. hw can it nt be good view man? lol.. a veri special experience.. coz this e place nt everyone can go in.. but i'm authorise haha... n e uncle inside who incharge of e area even get mi food n drinks.. so nice.. then went to places again.. for inspection n fire testing.. see see look look.. but today hav been quite a good day too.. haha coz after wk went to meet benny hmmm sort of shopping day... went for a short shopping while waiting for him, then saw tis bag worth $20 but look like branded sia.. in e end i oso buy lol coz in e near future will probably use de.. then since a whole day of raining which caused my shoe wet inside out (wif e holes in e front) wore so uncomfortably.. since we're out haha... go for my shopping lol. even bought 2 pairs of shoes.. wahaha.. so mad.. bought 2.. coz i love both of it veri much.. one is elegant n e other is special, might as well buy 2 haha since i'm throwing away de spoilt de.. lol.. after shopping went to AMK wif benny where his frenz are, played short while of pool so damn lousy hopeless sia.. i'm sayin mi.. lol.. but in e end i still won lol.. of coz muz be him 'fang shui' de.. hw can i win him..
DREAMING 11:43 PM
27 February 2007
Glad
haha so glad.. today my wk i've been doing things, away from my desk yeah... sick of sitting down n doing nothing.. rather walk n stand whole day.. been following my colleague, c his job scope.. observe n listen n learn... so interesting... y? COZ i'm nt in e office.. haha... n learning extra things infos.. some of which r wAt i learn when i'm yr 1 so seriously forgotten most of it... can say is 100%.. maybe onli 0.01% still remember lol.. jus those electrical system terms.. haha.. but thinkin i cant be doing these for my 1mth attachment over tt... but still hoping at e end of attachMent i can learn something... up to nw nt so much as in skills... coz is nothing related to my future prospect in e jobs i wanna take up.. hmmm rather disappointing.. which is probably y i've been bad mood past days.. worst yesterday nite when yen called mi, is like i was screaming at her... sorry sis... din meant to, i jus couldnt control my deep deep de 'bu man'.. then u call at wrong timing suay... sorry ah.. sorry sorry..
hoping tml will be a better day at wk... n then after wk i can go enjoy... relax myself though i noe i will be tired.. everyday 830 to 6... sian...
DREAMING 8:46 PM
26 February 2007
i'm so tired
So tired.. feel that wkin is even tired than study.. my everyday timing seems to pass so slow double time... like 48 hrs.. hw sad.. even though my wk is nt doing anything. but then doing nothing is like makin mi so sleepy when my wk starts early but end at 6... near to 10 hrs of wk... sleep onli 6 hrs plus.. worst even hav a bad dream which makes mi wokes up at 5 in e morning when i onli need to wake up at 7.. sob sob.. i feel like dying.. feel my attachment is waste of time n energy.. din learn things related n which will help mi in future when i wk.. sad.. well jus learn new things but all these r unrelated which makes mi so sad.. haiz... i jus cant wait my attachment to complete.. jus get over wif it.. tml is another same day for mi again.. wat to do..? but to accept my fate.. so unlucky...
DREAMING 9:25 PM
25 February 2007
i wan mango pudding lol
suppose to be a good wkend but then oh well tml still gonna go back to wk.. which i dislike e place.. like so suay for mi.. luckily spend my day well yesterday though was quite stupid.. lol.. spend my afternoon at deardear's hse alone.. doing wat..? haha.. watching korean show, tv programmes alone.. n where is he? lol even funnier i guess.. he is at his frenz hse hmmm gambling sort of.. veri dianol.. one at bf hse, n then e bf nt at hm but at frenz hse.. lol but then i like can liao... coz i wanna watch de show de!!! i rather watch alone at hm then go over there wif him lol.. anyway after tt his fren oso came over collect things so i passed to him n he oso 'shun bian' send mi there.. lucky sia.. if nt i hav to go there myself... then went over there watch dear play in-between.. so risky but then veri exciting.. haha.. then went for movie at causeway pnt.. so crowded wif ppl... all go to neighbourhood be coz of e Chingay parade.. lol.. luckily our show timing gt 2 theathres n jus nice timing bought tickets can go in n watch e movie ' Just Follow law'.. nt bad veri funni... except still find tt e storyline of e souls exchange veri weird..
suddenly feel like eating mango pudding... lol... gt tis urge out of nowhere.. and saw e advertisement of e fortune pizza.. wah.. make mi drool.. feel like eating tt for dinner.. haha.. hmm.. dun noe where to go later..
DREAMING 1:37 PM
23 February 2007
Finally
haha finally i have created mine own de blog... wanna get my own de blog eversince so much as happened few mths ago.. wanna wanna be me.. being alone is trully e real mi.. of coz.. i oso LOVE to be together ard wif my frenz.. gt sisZ yen n cindy, my F4, my own grp of frenz (weiting, benny, heng oso) but then nw everything abt him is diff.. nt forgetting my onli grp of poly frenz.. haha still count as kuku family? i dun noe lol... anyway i'm realli appreciated tt i have u all by my side thru my life.. And now my attachment starts le.. suddenly feel so boring abt everything.. my everyday hrs seem like pass so slowly n is realli damn slow till i can even fall asleep coz i was realli doing nothing, jus sitting dwn onli. luckily my boss is still nt so bad.. quite nice person i hope so too.. still treat mi lunch n even go smoke wif him.. * nt i smoke ( jus waited beside) lol.. gt tis kinda of boss hor.. funny rite..? i jus find it weird sia.. hopefully everything will be diff when back to wk on mon again..
DREAMING 9:05 PM
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Name: I R I S Ong Qian Ning
Birthdate: 31/12/1987 Capricorn
School: Ngee Ann Poly before :X
Email: miy_ _ _ _ _@hotmail.com
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