30 June 2007
Debb spy mi lol.. she gt 100% for my test. haha :)Quite tired yesterday even though was jus a short day in sch, but was so early as class start at 8.. hmm even so, i was late and was late by 50 mins.. kinda piss while i was waiting for e bus, coz wasnt my faut tt i'm late, its becoz of e stupid buses in 's' which are so packed wif ppl so i have to wait for e 3rd bus. Was like, if i noe tis will happen, i would have wake up late so i could slp a little more. haha.. Anyway after sch, went to eat lunch wif ting, and uncle joined us, i've gt eat my desserts so nice ( i jus love mango).. haha.. uncle pen dun spy hor.. lol.. muz tag.. anyway even say tis, he oso wont tag.. lol.. Thanks for e dessert.. hehe.. Went to find benny, spoke wif him a while as he was working. haha while i was there, saw him like take customers' order like so serious and like wif frozen body kinda stiff look, haha maybe due to his firm muscle.. lol.. Wanted to say goodbye, but even waving to him, he cant see and hear when i called out softly lol.. After tt i went to ting's hse, seen her formal wear and wif heels.. anyway gal, the shoes realli look good on you, so dun hate wearing these kinds.. Once in a while wear these, it will be good... keke.. was back hm and then out again, coz went to meet frenz for movie at amk and play a while of pool.. haha.. kinda of weird a little, perhaps its been a while since i last met them, gt a couple in the group.. And i wasnt told until i saw then i noe.. But anyway e show was nice still haha.. Die hard 4. Muz watch..
DREAMING 3:06 PM
28 June 2007
Shall stop my emo-ing le coz debb ask mi dun be emo lol.. everything is great except sch stuffs (its a headache to mi) haha.. Today been rather quite happy.. Finally i saw my cousin today in sch since 1st day of sch starts up to nw. lol.. Well nt realli i saw him, coz he's e one who saw and then called mi lol... And i din realise tt he walked past until he called mi... Another happy incident, i saw my npcc junior today lol.. cant say a junior coz he's no longer in np but then i was e one who taught him all e drills, so no matter he's still my junior and fren. So coincidence, everytime met him on e bus. I think either i'm over tired or i'm realli is so blur. Coz when i board the bus, i din noe he was jus sitting behind mi (i'm kinda blind i think?). Luckily he tapped my shoulder.. lol..
hmm i dun noe whether i shld go out wif my frenz from attachment.. so headache.. haha but they gg to meet up and play pool.. But scared no time to finish projects, another chalet coming soon oso.. Somemore is during the weekdays mon to wed.. hmm hw come my time is nv enough de? Up to nw, i oso dun noe y sia..
DREAMING 9:13 PM
23 June 2007
Been kinda of moody and emo lately, cryin coz i dunnoe hw to let out my emo feeling. And worst been feelin so bad even my blogger bully mi, din publish my blog out and now i gonna retype again. Hai. Just feel tt everything is in mess, i dunnoe hw to move on in my life. Probably due to sch starting soon, noe tt i'm gonna face my bad results soon and those projects. Which i realli hate, somehw i realli hate sch. Thought of dropping out, but then drop tt idea, coz i noe its stupid.
Somehw i know tt i have realli selfish but yet miserable. I jus felt miserable becoz, a fren who is close wif my dislike person nt rather an enemy or rather still talkin. I noe this part of mi, is so selfish and so hateful of mi to be thinkin & feeling this way. But i oso been tryin to control it. Haiz, just tt its already part of my life happening le. I jus felt sorry abt it, my selfishness. Nothing been realli good these days, bad feelings, bad life. Perhaps i shld be more contented...
DREAMING 12:43 AM
20 June 2007
Sat 16th
Went to my cousin's hse celebrate my nephew 1 yr old birthday, helped out in preparing the decoration together wif my another cousin and her bf. Ate alot and then took the bus to dover wif e 2 of them since my uncle who drove there had already left. Met ting there then boarded train to go c NDP training after i heard frm Nic abt it. Quite 'eye opener' coz seen the copter flew damn low.
Mon 18th
Was at home watching shows haha.. then met benny for pool at amk and both of us were late lol.. Gt a stupid fellow who dunnoe hw to walk so big size walked behind mi still hit my cue caused mi to miss cue. luckily he nt so stupid still gt apologised haha.. Funny thing, when i was aiming, i din noe gt a guy standing behind mi, end up my cue hit his butt.. lol.. Another fun thing is, was when i trying to hit, then a guy standing behind somewhere beside was oso trying to hit his. End up his cue hit mi, my cue hit him... wahaha...
Tues 19th
Was supposed to go marine parade wif kor today, i did went wif him. But then is when we jus reach there a while, becoz of my stomach crumps, jus ate our desserts then went back home again.. kinda of wasting time. But cant be helped.. Nv seen him for so long and yet today spoil the day.. Been doing hsewk ironing and hanging clothes.. hmm if i jus need to do hse wk, no need study n wk tt will be gd.. coz i dun wanna study n wk burnt my cells..
DREAMING 12:02 AM
14 June 2007
dn blog for days... where was i few days ago?
mon 11st
Went out wif my ai ren & sweetheart for movie 'shrek3' and then our main purpose buy gift for GY birthday. haha in e end spend e whol day hmm eating n chatting haha.. And wif cyn oso though went back early coz of mum's call.. i oso nv finish up my dinner (too full to eat things).
tues 12th
Early in e morning acc my mum to the bank then for lunch and shop a while.. she bought mi a pants haha.. kinda of rush coz by e time i reached hm was 210pm then 230pm bing msg mi tt they r arriving soon.. i was jus finished bathing and haven take my medi haha.. so rushed.. kept them waited a while. ps hehe
At the chalet, was 'WOW' so many ppl luckily e place oso big.. but erie coz is too big lol.. still remember GY's mum said 'wah u still noe hw to jia liao ah' when i asked her whether wanna sugar cane juice wif lemon. haha... did i enjoy too many gd food? i think so.. i'm realli gonna be fat if i realli dun exercise.. anyway tt nite there are nette & brian, xin yee & her bf, my ai ren & mi.. haha noticed? all couples haha... hmm bing is e 1st one who slp and is e most comfortable lol.. e grp of us tai di all nite till 7 plus then abt near 8 i then nap for a while at e living rm. Jia was there for a while then i guess she went in and slp.. haha..
wed 13th
Went over to my cousin place.. chatted for so long... hmm when e last chat we have? haha cant remember.. after tt in evening, went out wif him.. it seems like so long din went out wif him even when 2 of us r together.. hmm feeling is kinda peace as in after so long n so much.
DREAMING 10:36 PM
09 June 2007
Finally common tests over n i can 'breathe' more! Yesterday went to dxo wif ja, bing, gy then came cs then desmond, melvin & aud, not a good place. But i still hope for better place to party lol.. Good thing is when everyone is enjoying themselves, there is no one playing at e pool table.. haha tt gives mi a chance to play lol.. played wif my ai ren hehe.. she won haha.. after tt played wif gy, i won.. hmm maybe e 1st round realli is tryin to have e 'feel' back.. haha then played wif melvin, he won lol.. watched him playin wif aud for a while then i went upstairs wif jia 'secretly dating' *wink.. wahaha.. but then whole crowd came up not long after we walked ard n to e toilet haha..
Jus change a newlook to my blogger.. And benny found a job.. At ajisen.. hmm did i spell correctly? haha i dunnoe..
GY chalet is coming soon, and same goes for my mum, day to remove bandage.. on wed, at 1030am.. hmm hope it doesnt clashes..
DREAMING 3:18 PM
05 June 2007
hmm din have time recently.. common test wk, jus hate it.. i dun like studyin but what else can i do.. lol.. kinda of suay today, for a 9 am test, was late for abt half an hr.. was like damn stress n sad.. couldnt remember what i have read n studied.. after e pp, met ting for lunch at hougang area. Then i met debbie haha... in e 1st place, i din c her de.. ops.. then was like quite a while then i noticed its her.. lol ops.. she was standing of mi btw.. i think i muz be real blind.. haha.. after tt, i met my ai ren haha... wif her, her mum and her lit bro.. except her dad, mysterious guy hor.. lol... deb n mi nv get to c him.. haha..
today is my mum de operation day, only gt to realise tt today was 5th which is her OPT date. Saw her bandaged hand then after bath, chat wif her a while.. quite a lots of stitches.. so pain... kinda of sad oso, coz she went for e opt alone..
DREAMING 11:06 PM
