29 October 2007
finally blog... felt relieved to be back in sch after miss-ing sch for a wk, felt i miss out alot.. and still quite sick of sch haha.. still remember e moments when my deardear send me to hospital.. even though i was so sick but still remember well coz i jus rest on his shoulder for support while i was crying haha.. and he waited few hrs for me while i was havin my drip and restin on the bed during midnite, yet he was sitting outside waiting. sch again tml morning.. hmm sian..
DREAMING 9:59 PM
17 October 2007
been long while since i last blog.. wat happened during tis period? Last sat, my grandma landed in hospital. Due to weaken legs n dizzy which caused her to lose balance of herself and then pulled the glass panel of e drawer, cutting herself on e arms, neck and ear.. kinda shocked when received e new frm my cousin. But then waited for the call frm my aunt to confirm her admission. She was e one who sent her to hosp when she saw as she arrived my ah ma hse, and my tt stupid n stubborn uncle actually kept scolding my ah ma after she injured and jus left her there bleeding. Start of the sch frm tis wk onwards hmm dunnoE wat to say too.. but my timetable is relax n packed lol.. combination.. hmm received msg frm my fyp lect sayin for meetin on wed, which i told him i cant make it.. haha.. eH.. But anyway i din visit my ah ma since i started sch on mon.. last visit was on sat n sun onli.. which my cousin even worst coz she went malaysia n my dad went to ferry casino... which is like so bad.. coz ah ma was cryin when she telling us her sufferings.. tml still gt class orhhhh.. slpin time..
DREAMING 11:27 PM
05 October 2007
i dun wish to think abt it anymore... It something i cant do anything to improve on it.. even though i realli feel heart pain the moment i think of it.. It only make mi worst.. start to wondering was it mi who change or was it u.. haiz.. anyway another issue, Today went to meet a fren who tell mi abt everything. after what i heard i thought i dun realli understand my cousin at all..
DREAMING 5:20 PM
04 October 2007
Yesterday went out in the evening meeting benny and his frenz to celebrate his birthday. Went to Cuppage plaza meet them there then went over to the hotel beside zouk for dinner buffet.. Sang the happy birthday song wif no cake lol.. After dinner, then took pics of all of us and the birthday boy. Happy is that eat the hotel food wif 50% off so its realli worth it.. After tt, i met alex and his frenz initially was suppose to go to zouk for the nite but after tt, change to St James.. Its ladies nite and the guys they hav some voucher receipts so entry free.. Went in drink onli 1 cup plus few sips onli haha.. all drank becoz of the 5,10,15 lol.. After tt is the dancing, really over there is so much fun and more high.. lol.. Danced wif my frenz till 340am when the music stopped, which they already closing. haha 1st time stay till closing woohoo..
DREAMING 1:05 PM
03 October 2007
Today went out wif eugene kor bought gift, and i;m so pathetic onli gt 4 dollars for lunch n dinner.. coz i went out to cut my hair wif him, realli short since my poly yrs.. toOk a long while to decide wat to buy for benny gift.. thought of make something but yet when payin at cashier is like hmm maybe i shld buy things so it will make my life easier.. Anyway its BENNY birthday today.. "Happy 20th Birthday".. And i was busy doing something till i forgt i miss e timing.. even when he called.. hmm sad n guilty.. while i was doing it, and listening some songs, one of it was a sad song.. made mi felt so sad and suddenly feel tt things nO longer e same, my mind jus struck wif those negative thoughts which i felt i shld do so i would or might probably feel better. Till 3 plus, i'm still listening e sad song and doin e stuffs. So many things happen ard mi, yet all somehw i cant standby do nothing, i'm linked to my cousin stuffs and even so i muz help coz i dun wan her to do anything which she will regret or feel sorry for herself.. i'm so happy i finally almost done le.. so tired.. tml then continue again orh liao
DREAMING 3:00 AM
01 October 2007
Change a new skin today.. felt so emo today perhaps it leads mi using tis skin looks so black and dark.. hopefully i dun wake up every morning and found myself emo again.. felt so sian for e day but was happy becoz in the morning received a msg frm wei saying ''Happy Children Day".. felt so funni receiving tis msg.. Yesterday went to vivo city wif dear, then ate at the Sushi Teh was it spell like tt? haha i forgt.. anyway was realli a delicious meal haha.. went to vivo so dear can collect stuffs frm his fren who actually open a shop over there.. business man, a small shop business.. nt so bad..
DREAMING 1:53 PM
