31 January 2008
What i wanted to say
Its been much clearer picture to me.. hmm waT can i say? i jus can onli say tt Heng still veri childish, hasnt grow yet or rather shld say he haven been thinking.. anyway i dun feel angry or upset or anything.. jus make mi ponder alot which make mi feel uneased, well coz its happening to mi.. anyway i've gt no regrets, things jus happen becoz of wat i wanted to say or i jus did.. Past r past.. i jus wan to be alive for my own future.. Many things been happening ard mi, its jus make mi uneasy to accept (in fact i can accept). Just uneased becoz i'm aware abt it. What i did for benny is wat i feel i shld do.. Anyway i thought for myself, the picture booklet album was the last and indeed it realli came so true for mi. What can i do for e best of me, ting, benny and heng? hmm
DREAMING 5:55 PM
29 January 2008
Super tired haha.. reach hm lAte shld say is early coz was already in the am le.. lol.. din went to slp when i was back hm.. jUs cleared all my quizes and everything.. and today nearly had missed the sch bus stop haha coz i fell aslp jus 2 stops before reachin sch.. Nearly i was still conscience not fully knock off lol.. if not dunnoe sit till which part of clementi le..
DREAMING 8:37 PM
28 January 2008
Its been quite a while since my last update.. jus found out my cousin blog.. hehe.. lots been happening as always.. but sch still e same.. been clearin all projs and i'm glad its almost finishing haha.. Sat went shopping wif dear dear so happy though wanted go bugis street end up didnt go coz was too late by e time we shopped at BHG and bugis junction.. boughts stuffs, haha undergarments lol, pillow and then he bought mi a CR bag under a discount yet still not cheap.. find it quite unworth it but he still bought for mi coz he says its gd enough tt i like it, will do.. awwww.. *touch* hahathen sun my cousin came over to my house (e first time she came alone haha).. anyway we always hav so much to talk and share.. you have gone thru alot but i think your grades r still good.. so dun be so upset:) kkz.. its jus life in a way.. *hugS* At evening she went hm and as for me, out to my deardear hse.. he was jus unhappy wif mi gg out wif my guy frenz.. So not quite a good day but, he bought mi roti pratas for mi dinner when i was having e cravin to eat it haha.. was supposed to help him packed his room, end up he jus asked mi sit on the bed and watch tv.. hehe.. gg for kbox later on.. yeah!!! mad to go at tis timing lol.. but been long since i go wif my cousin:)
DREAMING 4:10 PM
22 January 2008
i guess i've gt to agree wif ting.. anything do wif ____ship are nt gd and nt easy to handle. Be it love or frenz or anything else.. and i think i did quite badly for all probably?
DREAMING 3:29 PM
16 January 2008
The Unspoken
Its been so long.. but y is it still e same? was it wrong wif mi or him? getting thing from other person is like so damn diff, yet giving others is like so easy. Does it have to happen to mi? Everything jus as bad.. sch, my health, love, frenships.. Its time when i realise something, most of the things do not stay long and without realising it, anything can jus slip thru the fingers of ur..
my -suayness- just doesnt go away.. days without my pencil is like so shitty..
watching korean drama and its even makin mi sadder.. totalli no mood for anything.
Can i dun wake up tml? Jus die in gd dream and nv awake..
DREAMING 12:24 AM
05 January 2008
Thank you guys who make my birthday a memorable one:) muacks lotlots.. and thankz uncle for his gift :)
thankz yen for e special gifts.. wanna thankz my dear for e dishes he cooked ( dinner bcame supper).. ps: haven learnt hw to load pics frm my new hp lol.. and yen who called at 1159pm while i was still eating haha... gd timing man..
oso my cousin who realli make mi felt i'm loved.. coz she recorded and send mi an audio file as a sms.. so touched.
Thankz my kor as well, always treatin mi meals.. and even promise to celebrate a belated one wif mi.
Even so, i'm still quite disappointed wif someone for he's e fren i realli thought he would be.
DREAMING 12:30 AM